03.27.06
If a man dies, he will live again.
Here we all are. I’ve seen dozens come and go and stay this morning at 64 King and every person makes the communion deeper.
I had 7 or 8 missed calls on my phone last night, all intended to let me know that Mark was back in the hospital. Then this morning, the call that he was taken off life support and a few minutes later, that he had died.
So here we are now, Missy and I, at this place that for so many for so long has been comfort and peace. I have continually said over the course of my time since leaving Mount Vernon that the most spiritual place I knew was a 3 story home in the University District of Columbus.
I’ve said a few times today that it feels very middle eastern among our friends. All of these men and women dropped everything to come and be together and remember our friend. It will be a quick few days of intense sharing, grief, battles, love, intimacy, reconciliation, hope and victory.
I don’t necessarily know the benefit of this post, if there is any. But I do know that being here has made the pain of this process become something better. And sharing this with any of you that may read it, but are not able to be here, is my attempt to again express the beautiful communion that occurs among people who share life so honestly, so intimately.
Amy is beautiful in her home. Her grief is beyond my empathy alone and my only hope for her and Micah is that they will feel the brokenness of others and know that she is held up by them. There are people from the Cincinnati community, Kyle is coming in from Boston, Mark and Amy’s parents are here, people will be coming in from all over the country.
My prayer for us is that we will share in this grief, share in this sorrow, and share in the victory and joy. “There is so much beauty in the world…” and a lot of it is here at 64 King right now.
My prayer for you is that you will be able to experience the intimacy we have here. Our lives are certainly not meant to be without pain, because without it we would have no true communion.
May our hearts break in the hope of healing. May our spirits collapse with the hope of flight. May our souls be divided in the hope of unity.
The Lord Bless You and Keep You
The Lord Lift His Countenance Upon You
And Give you Peace
The Lord Make His Face to Shine Upon You
And Be Gracious Unto You
Amen
03.20.06
The Power of One
I watched the film Enron: The Smartest Guys in the Room last night. While it was excellent in its own right, I was happy to see a very short clip of a woman protesting at an meeting in California attended by Jeffrey Skillings, Enron’s CEO.
If you weren’t aware, all those rolling blackouts California had a couple years ago were due to Enron employees calling around to power plants and asking them to shut down the plant so that the price of energy would rise. Well this woman protested at one of their meetings and I recognized her immediately. Marla Ruzicka.
You’ll remember that I’ve posted about her before. The anniversary of her death is coming up next month, so I thought it a good opportunity to bring up her work.
There’s a movie in the making about her life, about which I’m a little trepidacious. They’ve slated Kirsten Dunst to play her. I’m more than a little disappointed in that. But maybe she’ll show some uncharacteristic depth.
Go to this Wikipedia article about Marla and follow the external links. There are some good articles about her life and work.
03.10.06
Just some stuff
I realized I haven’t really filled anyone on in what my life looks like these days, mostly because that life has drained my free time.
I’m in my third and fourth classes at Xavier. Survey of Christian Doctrine II and Catholic Social Teaching. The doctrine class is pretty work-intensive. Lots of reading and written analyses every week. I’m also realizing I’m not as excited about theology as I am about ethics. I know there isn’t a lot of separation, or shouldn’t be, between the two. It’s more a matter of emphasis. I tend to want to focus on the “then this is how we act” part.
The Catholic Social Teaching class has been very good. Lots of excellent documents in the Papal encyclicals of the last century or so. I’m starting a paper now on the School of the Americas. It’ll be my final for the course. There are many catholic high school teachers in the Theology program and many of them say how Catholic Social Teaching is the best kept secret among catholics. I’m not sure why it’s “secret” except that it’s hard to pay attention to it without feeling the need to sacrifice something. Kind of the same way protestants ignore a lot of what Christ had to say.
I’m also working in the Graduate Assistant program. I’m helping with two classes this semester, Prophets of Nonviolence (which just ended) and Parables of Jesus (which just began). This has been really excellent. It’s given me opportunities to help teach, grade papers, lead class lectures and discussions, etc. It also has allowed me to participate in classes I wanted to take anyway, and to do so for free. It payed my tuition this semester. So basically, I’ve received four classes for free. And the books for the assistantship classes were given to me for free. Excellent.
I’ve also started an internship at an organization called Let Justice Roll. It’s working to raise the minimum wage in ohio. Some of you may have noticed that the congress passed a bill on Wednesday to raise Ohio’s minimum wage from 4.25 an hour to 5.15. While that’s all well and good, it was done for partisan purposes. The wage increase was attached to a bill that democrats likely would not have passed, but it was attached so that the republicans could claim the democrats didn’t want the minimum wage raised. So if the bill gets confirmed, the wage will be raised, but without any increases in the near future. LJR is trying to get a ballot initiative to raise the wage to 6.85, which is still not a living wage, but the wage would then increase every year with inflation. If you are interested in learning more, or helping get the word out (we need help in every ohio city), let me know.
Last year, before I had even started school, I applied for the Brueggemann Fellowship from Xavier. Of course I didnt get it, but I think I have a good chance this time. I’ve taken a class from and become friendly with the professor who runs the Brueggemann center. We’ve talked about the fellowship several times and he knows I’m very interested in it. I’ll be applying this year to do research on religious conflicts around the world. The hope is to travel to Belfast, Ireland and possibly places like Bosnia-Herzegovina or even Rwanda. I really hope I can experience this as a part of my program.
Here’s an article today that lifted my spirits:
http://www.cnn.com/2006/EDUCATION/03/10/human.rights.school.ap/index.html
03.09.06
Comments
Sorry for the extra work, but I had to turn on word verification today. Somewhere on my blog a list of porn sites was left.
So now when you comment, you get to type in fun stuff before it posts.
03.01.06
Posts
A friend asked me to pull out some of my favorite posts for he and someone else. Here are some of my more meaningful writings, though some of them only became good because of the responses:
Money Usage; Hope; Subversive Gospel; Marla; Humility; Marisol; A Criticism; Nonviolence; Fear; Simplicity (entries so far); My Friends; Words; Wedding Pictures 1; Wedding Pictures 2; Solutions – Forgiveness and Reconciliation; Torture; Capital Punishment; Cap. Punishment 2; Cap. Punishment 3; No Good Thing Ever Dies;
That’s most of em. I want to post my final paper from last semester’s ethics class sometime soon, so we’ll see if I can get that up here.
